its in the air.

Saturday, April 07, 2007

jus bathed! feeling refreshed now! wen running jus now... shoik! =)

denise is well... tts greaat!

i love this song! whaa oooh~~~ ah oh.... ah oh... *slowly fades...

:posted by rippy @ 1:42 PM

time now is 10.30am...

i jus woke up... =) first thing tt came to my mind was if denise was feeling better... feel like calling her again... but i called yest le and she din picked up... she'll call back ba...

hmm... i went to church yest for the prayer vigil... it was a quiet time for prayer and self reflection... i sat there praying... den i wen to the pastor to receive prayer... and den i walked up onto the stage... knelt down and prayed before the cross...

i prayed for my family and for the pastor... ya... er... i also pray for denise... cus she was feeling sick... so i tot i will put in a prayer for her too.. =)

hmm... now come to think abt it... i din pray for myself... haaha... nth lehz... diaoz... forgot to pray smth for myself... lols... i pray for ppls but not myself... diaoz...

hmm... thurs... i went to paragon medical centre for my medical checkup for my visa... so much stuff to do jus to get a visa... ya... i've already gotten everything for the visa le... now i'm jus waiting for my visa to be sent to me...

ya... so visa settled... =)

i've been running almost everydae for this week... haaha... yup... i love it... i enjoy it... and i went swimming on tue and weds... =) coincidentaly denise also when swimming on tues...

hmm... sometime i wanna ask denise to run together... but she will have some excuse not to... so i've kinda given up on asking her to run... unless she asks me to ba...

i wonder how is she feeling today... i hope her fever has subsided and she is feeling much better todae... =)

:posted by rippy @ 10:27 AM

Friday, April 06, 2007

todae is good friday... =)

hmm... denise is having a fever now... =| she din take medicine or see a doc... she skipped her breakfast... she sounded kinda sick on the phone jus now...

i told her to take some panadol but she says she dun have... i tot of getting some panadol to her but i think cant cus her place got security... i tot of going to her place downstairs den call her to come down but i think tt will be quite not a good idea cus she is sick and sleeping on her bed... so nt a gd idea to ask her to come down too... how?

so i jus msg her jus now... when she wakes up and feel hungry call me... i can meet her for some light food... or maybe ta pao for her...

she'll feel hungry after skipping her meals...

should have suggested tt i bring her to e doc jus now... now maybe she is sleeping le... dumb simon...

when she calls later i'll ask her how she's feeling... i hope she will feel better after sleeping...

:posted by rippy @ 12:44 PM

Sunday, April 01, 2007

jus realised tt todae is april fool's... but my previous post wasnt an april fool's joke... neither is this post...

i reallie like denise and i'm 100% true and sincere...

:posted by rippy @ 11:55 PM

some friends come and go... some friends are here to stay... the number of friends on friendster u have does not mean tt you are very popular neither does tt mean they are reallie friends... does having 300plus friends on friendster mean tt all are friends per se?

nope... i'd rather have jus the few tt are true than many "hi-bye" friends...

sumarlin is one such person whom i'm proud to call a friend... someone whom i can trust and someone who is a true friend....

haha... had a chat on the phone with sumarlin jus now... he is now in guang zhuo... yup... talked alot on the phone with him... so many things to talk abt... haha... he knows all abt me... almost everything~! scary... haha... i also know alot abt him... thinking of it now... ya... he reallie knows almost everything... he knows abt all tt i've been thru last year.. the major decisions i had to make... the low moments i experienced... and my dad... the real reason why i was thinking of not gg to further my studies overseas... the reason was because i din wanna leave my dad... i was willing to sacrifice my studies for him... ofcus i know the overseas route is the better one for me... sometimes i think ppls mistaken me for being choosy and y not jus go overseas since u can go... wad i'm thinking of they dun know... but he knows everything.... how i felt and how i had to make decisions... some of which are hard to make... he offered alot of good advice and he is someone whom is very intelligent... he is able to think and offer a different perspective... and when i put both my perspective and his together i'm able to see more... and he knows my character well... so he will know wad i will be thinking... haha... tts the most intriguing part... he knows wad i will do... sometimes even before i actuallie do it...

he knows my character very well... haha... i kinda know him too...

tts y i chose him to be my referee for my uni accomadation and he chose me as his referee for his visa application... haha...

he knows wad i will do... and wad i wont do... so its very interesting... haha... i think even if someone were to say tt i'm an super-duper-arse-hole to him... he will still know wad is correct... i'm tt confident and trust our friendship...

haaha... and he knows tt i'm like denise... cant hide... diaoz... er... and he jus hinted to me tt... by asking me sooo... how are u two?? i jus say like tt lor... i also dunno wad to do... i say i dun wanna make it so obvious... i told him i will be feeling awkward when i contact her... its like i jus wanna tok cock and jus be crappy and stuff... but somehow i maybe wanna be less crappy... maybe denise dosen like someone who is too crappy so maybe i'm becoming more concious of myself... and i dunno if this is a good thing either...

yup... den he asked him... on a scale of 1-10 how much do i feel for denise now.... i said a good 9.... he was shocked... haha... he said tt was alot! haha... i jus laughed it off...

den i asked him wad he tot of her... he said she is a nice gal... haha... i said ofcus la.... wad else? den he said she is kind hearted by nature... den i said how u know?? i know tts so true... but how he knows? he said he can tell... diaoz... thats the power of sumarlin.... i said ya... she is reallie very kind hearted... i told him of the time super long ago... i think 3 years back while both of us were walking at orchard... this man was saying tt he was robbed or smth... alot of ppls jus stared and walked passed... we walked passed him too... but den we stopped and turned back... she took out $10 and gave it to the man... i forgot if i took out $10 too but... i can remember tt she took out $10 to give to the man... its already so long ago but i still can remember... actuallie i can still remember quite alot of stuff we did together... cycling... tas... tennis... the countless movies... my very first R21 movie was with her... we were both underaged at tt time... i still remember tt the show was "san gen" some chinese ghost show... eating placenta stuff... and the way she cover her eyes when there was a sex scene... haha...

i reallie did enjoy myself with her... and i seriously did liked her tt time... but ofcus me being me... i din confess to her... i din wanna risk my friendship and i used schoolwork as an excuse... i told myself tt schwork was more important... hah... in the end i still only got Bs... not much ADs... jus a couple of As... nth fantastic...

i din tell sumarlin all the stuff we did jus now but i told him i did like her last time already but i used schwork as a reason to not go forward to at least tell her... den i said to him... haha... thinking back... i think even if i had a relationship my grades will still be alrite... still the same As and Bs... he laughed and said... "ya... i think so too..."

i wanna go out with her often now...

ya... i like denise...

:posted by rippy @ 8:45 PM

its 9.30am now...

i woke up todae at 7plus... hmm... dunno how come i woke up so earlie also...

its raining outside now... the weather is so cool... very nice for sleeping... very nua~ kinda weather... haha... jus makes u feel like ya wanna stay in bed for the whole morning...

a dumb phenomenon happened this morning... when i woke up this morning the tot of denise jus came to my mind... and i think i tot of her and woke up at 3am too... cus i remembered i saw my clock its 3am... abit the diaoz lor... crazy... first thing in the morning i think of denise...

hmm... i was kinda tired after seminar yest and i slept early... i dun usually sleep so early... den denise called... i was in semi-sleep mood when i picked up the call... den i heard her voice... oh... denise... den i tired to un-sleep myself... haha... she asked if i was sleeping... i said nope... i'm not... actuallie i am...

we talked on the phone for a while... den i think she said she wanna bathe and she said smth like i better let u go sleep... i was thinking... huh... she still knew i was sleeping even though i said i wasn't? wa... smart...

hmm... den after we hung up... i tot... ya... i shld have told her i wanted to run too... anyway i wanted to run also... i can run with her rite? so i called her back... but i think she was bathing and i waited for a while for a call back... but slowly i began to zzzz....

this morning i called again... i was thinking if i shld call... cus she will almost 100% still be sleeping at 9.30am... but i called... and i put down the phone after jus five rings... cus i din wanna wake her up...

okie... breakfast was fresh milk and cereal... =)

:posted by rippy @ 9:36 AM