Friday, February 13, 2004
was reallie tired yest.. jus zz... zz quite earlie.. ard 10 plus i slept liaoz.. den wake up todae still abit tired.. but still gt to go for mi 8am lesson.. understood e first lecture.. but e immuno was jus like huhS?? maybe i was toking at one pt.. den got lost.. immuno tis kinda lect mus concentrate one.. if u miss out abit.. den its blur all e wae.. summore todae is a hard topic..
hmm.. measured e fishes todae.. diaoz.. e fish e water was like all over me lor.. one drop even hit my lip.. *puei*
todae during lap.. my partner asked.. 12 roses stand for wad.. i sae.. erm.. i love u lor.. den he ask.. den 6 leh?.. i was like.. erm.. i love u halfheartedly??.. lols.. me n my stupid jokes.. sometimes it jus comes naturally.. =)
okie la.. todae quite okie.. after sch wen hm.. makan ta pao food again.. my mom nt cooking.. haiz.. all ppls who can have hm food is jus so fortunate..
chatted online.. after so long.. chatted with my sec sch friends.. haha.. i'm still using icq.. yup.. all e nice old ppls still in icq ma.. here's some excerpts " haaa... you are like me... always want a honest life... but life does not seems to be honest with you" "haa.... tell you what... in ngee ann poly... a lot of things are black... you dun paint it white... just hide in a mask and be black... thats the way to survive" haha.. these r my friend's typings.. toked cock online too.. nt jus abt sch.. abt ourselves too.. almost everyone is asking e same question.. "still single? tml gg out with who?"
projects r all comming up.. common test too.. shit manz.. time to hit e books n b a nerd.. but will balance it up with tennis n runs.. mus plan le.. haiz..
u'll be in my heart.. yes u'll be in my heart.. from tis dae on now n forever more.. u'll be in here in my heart.. i'll be there for u alwaes n alwaes.. -phil collins
:posted by rippy @ 11:04 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2004
todae.. wen to class earlie.. first time earlie for class.. i jus woke up earlie.. slept at 2 yest.. but woke up at 6.30 todae.. was earlie.. din know if i actuallie sleep.. newaes.. jus wen to sch..
paid full attention during e immunology lect.. reallie full attention.. i'm tired inside.. but dunno y i still managed to focus.. i really truely understood e whole lesson..
my friend msged me during lesson for tennis in e evening cus he bookin out of camp.. i was like okie.. but in e end.. dunno where he dissapeared to.. can't seem to reach him at all.. he's nt those pang seh ppls type.. still dunno wad happened to him..
after sch.. ya was supposed to play tennis.. but dunno wad happened.. sharon toked to me while i was on e wae out.. she told me all e stuff abt e class n e ppls.. she was like tokin.. den was like gonna tear like tt.. cld hear her voice abit shaky.. haiz.. i can understand wad she say.. cus i feel e same abt e ppls.. abt sch.. haiz.. lend her a listening ear.. jus let her toked.. i know it feels better after toking..
i still joked n laughed alittle todae.. try to be happie.. but inside.. its jus nt e same..
took e bus back hm.. stopped one stop before my stop.. i jus felt like taking a walk.. many tots on my mind.. everything.. all seems to be so.. e most being recent stuff.. i was feelin so... my eyes jus watered.. felt like walkin to e esplanade.. jus walk..
:posted by rippy @ 10:17 PM
still cant get to bed.. was jus lying on my bed stoning and listenin to e radio.. so decided to on e com.. maybe my eyes will get tired after looking at e screen..
did my work jus nw.. tried to revise.. i did.. er.. onlie abit.. haiz.. wadsup with me?? i jus cant stop thinkin.. arr... tis is so.......... haiz.. its 1.06am liaoz.. tml i hav class at 8am.. can i jus go to sleep?? i need rest.. but y cant i jus fall asleep? aarrr...
:posted by rippy @ 1:11 AM
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
jus bathed.. nice n fresh nw.. jus came back hm.. din go for my training todae.. i reallie din had e mood to.. wen to mac with ryan,gary,nat and pearlyn for dinner..
todae was reallie..... i dunno if i was dumb.. i think i was dumb.. i reallie dumb.. arrrhhh.... dunno y i so dumb.. but i know it was sincere.. i hesitated for a moment.. it was like forever.. but arr...feel like a big dumbo nw...
haiz.. e music nw is like.. y does e radio hav songs on jus at e very moment ur feelinz.. music can reallie change my mood...
haiz.. newaes.. todae was late for my lesson.. but well.. i did nt care.. i was jus too.... i jus slowly walked to class... den e maths teacher marked me as late.. i was like.. heck.. wadeva.. (on e wae to my lessons smth happened n i was like stunned.. jus like shocked?.. or jus.. dunno la.. jus dunno how to put it in words.. it was jus so qiao lor.. e feelin is jus indescribabale.. very indescribabale..)
todae was reallie a sit n drift dae.. wasnt concentrating in lectures.. jus sat there.. looks like i'm listening.. but in actual fact i was nt.. wasnt in e mood for nething at all..
during e lecture.. saumei sms me for some stuff alvin wanted.. den i jus sms chatted for a while with her.. totally switched off frm my lecture.. den during maths lecture smsed ryan for dinner.. den more ppls joined in for dinner.. *tts how we meet up for dinner..
wen to clementi mac.. saw my npcc mate there.. saw him two times todae.. so you yuan.. *i'm wearing my npcc nco shirt nw.. i think its reallie cool.. i like my nco shirt.. reminds mi of my nco daes.. can get to tell ppls wad to do.. i think my shirt is reallie nice.. with e police logo..
i reallie enjoyed e time i had todae at mac.. reallie nice.. its been long since we all sat down together.. *i think we shld do tis more often.. reallie helps to relax.. gary n ryan is reallie jus e best joker pair.. haha.. laugh until pengz.. wad tudong is used for praying mat.. wad e... lols... crap manz.. i find tt my crapinz level has decreased?.. or maybe their power has increased.. =) i feel my crap was kinda little.. nt as crappy as last time.. haiz.. maybe its because i crap less nowadaes.. i dun reallie crap in class nw.. i'm more quiet.. i dun crap with my classmates.. dun reallie find e connection with them.. but i still crap with my friends outside of sch.. it depends on e ppls..
ya.. i reallie enjoy their company.. reallie.. how nice if me,ryan,gary,nat,pearlyn and minyan we all in e same class.. they r all nice ppls.. ppls with nice characters.. friends to keep.. haiz.. but we r all in different classes nw..
ya.. we should meet up often.. yup..
*e dinner reallie lifted up my mood.. hope i dun feel dumb later at nite.. haiz.. but i can predict i will.. i dun wanna feel tt wae.. but who am i to control how i wan to feel.. if onlie it was so ez to control one's feelins..
*feelin like a dumbo nw..
:posted by rippy @ 10:37 PM
*hot n perspiring.. jus came back from a jog.. e time nw is 10.09am.. lessons start at 11.. guess i still can make it on time..
i jus needed to jog..
:posted by rippy @ 10:04 AM
woke up earlie todae.. haiz.. my life nw is in a balance.. arrhhh..... i feel so.. haiz.. *i cant sae it out.. cus tis is nt reallie a private blog... if nt i think i can go on typin all e wae. i'm feelin so..........
tis moment seems forever.. i'm feelin.......
:posted by rippy @ 9:04 AM
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
hmm.. jus watched 1hr30mins worth of tv.. yup.. todae is a "must see tuesday" haha.. first was police n thief.. den oh carol... and lightyears~! hmm.. police n thief was nt as nice as i tot it wld be.. n lightyrs.. tt chee keong.. super diaoz.. how can a guy b so irratating? chase gal also nt like tt mahz.. so irratatinz.. e gal also turn off.. haha.. well.. its a show.. maybe gotta hav some extremes..
okie.. i guess tues is like e dae where i really sit n watch tv.. maybe weds n thurs too.. wen i watch e american idol.. but nw all e finalist le.. nt funnie nemore.. haha.. e auditions were e best lor.. "william hung~!!" my favourite~! haha.. she bangs~! she bangs!.. =) *check out
williamhung.net check out e new outkast heya featuring will.. =) *feel bad la.. laughin at e guy.. but well.. hmm.. soory..
todae basically did some reading of my notes *drifted alittle during reading.. which explains my sms blog.. did my mol.. did my maths tutorial.. ya.. hoping to do some catching up with my work.. so tt wen exams comes.. there will nt be so much stuff to digest.. ya.. hope i can keep up e work.. =) *think i shall go study sommore later after doin wad i'm doin nw.. like checking email.. np mail.. do maths online.. check mel.. ya.. all e essential stuff.. basically i onlie use e net for these.. n maybe also watch william hung's clip... check c if got new gd stuff.. haha.. =)
yup.. todae i also tidyed up my room.. my was was like in a mess.. dunno y also.. so jus wanted to put everything in order b4 startin to do my work.. i find e folders which i hav made for each subjects very useful.. it much more organised.. i can jus dump all e amb into one.. and all e aquaculture into another.. =) yup.. shld hav done tt for last sem.. hmm.. will do tt for e rest of my sems.. =)
haha.. i like my room nw.. its like nice n neat.. n cosy.. i like to draw e curtains in my room.. it makes my room abit darker n warm.. den.. i would on e table lamp.. turn on some music.. n jus sit at my table or lie on my bed.. i prefer to work in tt kind of environment too.. i prefer soft lights rather den those reallie bright lights..
yup.. gtg nw.. make e few hrs b4 sleep worthwhile.. maybe do some more maths?
:posted by rippy @ 9:45 PM
Sunday, February 08, 2004
hmm.. ponned mi lessons todae.. wen sailing~! =) cool.. todae was conversion dae.. so i had to go..=) haha.. nw finally i can sail e laser~! successfully converted~! =) todae's winds were gd.. haha.. gt to hike out alot.. ya.. e boat was kinda like heeling all e while.. haha.. i had to like hike until my whole body was out of e boat.. but reallie cool.. i luv e feelin.. =)
after tt wen for lunch wif my friends.. had chicken rice at far east.. haha.. i like keep ordering rice.. keep on adding n adding.. n e chick too.. added another half chick.. =)
after tt hangout for a while.. den meet up with her for dinner.. haha.. yup.. she was at sea till 5 plus.. haha.. so kinda like waited for her at bugis.. she said she would stink cus she din bathe.. haha.. mi too lor.. i also skipped bathe..
hmm.. so brought her to tis place for dinner.. yup.. toked abt her dae n mine.. haha.. keep noticing her eye brows.. reallie funnie.. n her ears... can move one lor.. haha.. reallie cute..
after which we were suppossed to hav dessert.. but she need to like get food for her sis.. *ya.. so nice of her ya.. got mos burger den while waiting we were like... haha.. very funnie.. e look on her face.. her expressions.. =)
den we wen to mac to get ice-cream.. haha.. it was fun eating e ice-creams.. we made sharp tips n i licked it in like all sorts of waes.. haha.. diaoz.. haha.. nice-cream eating is very fun.. especially with her manz.. lols..
after tt wen boarded e train hm.. haha.. we saw tis woman.. wah.. her lips like jutting out one lor.. haha.. like those kissing lips manz.. haha.. super duper funnie.. we started looking n laughffinx.. lols..
yup =) watched e "hong duo nu zhi lian" show jus nw.. haha.. e final was like quite diaoz.. haha.. wad doggy.. haha.. but i think she choose e rite guy.. cus i think e sea lion guy loves her more.. yup..
hmm..yup..todae was a nice dae..i reallie like being with her..reallie nice n cute=)
:posted by rippy @ 12:52 AM
