Saturday, April 02, 2005
its raining outside now... nice time to sleep.. wanted to go for a swim or run... but well.. isnt very fesible now...
todae.. wen i woke up... i saw a note from my dad on the dinning table... he told me to go... wen i saw that note... i felt like..... touched... i din know.. we had been on rocky terms... but he still despite wad he said last time and yesterdae nite... yah... i feel that i have disappoint him... he gave me alot... n wad did i offer him? haiz... but i've decided... i wont be going... i'm not flying on the 11th... thanks dad... i appreciate u...
now tt sch is offically over... left for the project final presentation on the 7th of April... i will have a very long break... i was working yest (12-6pm) and also later todae... 5-10.30pm... well.. i'm quite looking forward to working later actuallie... dunno y... maybe todae widi is working.. he is full of shit... n he makes me laugh.. and also kaho.. who is a hardworking guy with a mature mind... and also my manager... who is a nice and reallie lame... laughs easily at nething.. haha.. and also the cook... ah wai.. the ti ko... haha.. basically the kitchen is like a den... home of wolves.. lols.. =)
haha.. i hope todae will not have much ppls... den i can slack... =p cus its raining... so i dun think ppls will go to sentosa on a rainy dae rite? yup... haha.. slack slack todae... *prays*
class outing... 30th of March... was reallie nice... ya... i dunno if this will be the first and the last time... i cut short my tennis session earlier in the morning and actuallie rushed down in a cab... cus this maybe the last time we will see each other... those tt will not be gg for the dnd... tis maybe the last time... project presentation... may not see each other... maybe onlie at the graduation cremony... maybe...
ya.. everything was nice.. fun.. laughter... =) it ended beautifully too... top off with a spectacular laser show at the musical fountain...
hmm... haha... feel abit stupid now... cus i'm thinking... how can i possibly like eliza for 3 years and i din do nething abt it? tts so benZ... i have nth to say abt myself maybe except for being such an idiot... alwaes acting as if i din care... year 1... classmates were like spreading rumors that i like her... which i ofcus say its not true... me being me.. haha.. i ofcus will jus deny it la... but well... truth was jus the opposite...
can still remember how i got her no... haha... alwaes wanted to get her no... but well... was jus too humji i guess... but one dae.. this wee koh... he din bring his hp to sch.. er... i forgot if its din bring or no batt... den he wanted to msg his friend in the atrium... so i lent him my hp... and the friend that he was msging happened to be eliza... so tt was how i actuallie got her no... without even asking her... haha... hmm.. if tt din happen... i think till now... i wouldnt have her no...
somewhere in between... another gal came into the picture... but i realised... eliza was still the one i was thinking of... reallie stupid... but ya...
i told myself... wen i came back from uk... i'm gonna zui ta cus this maybe the last chance... but... on christmas dae... i happen to click through friendster and i saw a testimonial she gave to her bf... i was lost.. i felt so stupid... she was attached all the while... n i din know... until tt chirstmas dae... how dumb was i?
i shall end here...
:posted by rippy @ 1:38 PM
