Friday, March 30, 2007
denise called me yest nite... close to 12 le... she said she was at outram and she dunno how to go home... she had missed her last mrt train... she said she had onlie $6 cash left...
i immediately tot of going down to give her some money so tt she can take a cab home... but she asked for directions so i told her where to get the bus but i looked at the time and i told her tt maybe there is no more bus 75 already... i told her to call me if there was no more bus... but i jus have this feeling tt there was no more bus le... and i dunno why but at the same i slipped on my running shoes and went down to look for her...
i called her while i was on my way to see if there is a bus and also told her tt i will come down to give her some money for cab... actuallie i was already on my way to her le... she said dun need... i knew she will say tt... den i said i'll come down... and she said actuallie she is on the bus alr... but i knew she was bluffing onlie... she jus din wanna trouble me to come down... ya... she is like tt... alwaes so nice...
i dunno wad got into me but i started to run to look for her... i ran lor... diaoz... now thinking of it i also dunno y i ran... but i jus did... i jus wanted to find her and pass her the money and jus so tt she can get a cab home safely... so i was running to find her at the bustop... when i was nearing the bustop i slowed down and walked to the bustop... i wanted to catch my breathe so tt she wont know tt i actuallie ran down to her...
i saw her at the bustop as i had expected... i knew she was still there and not on a bus... i saw her and i smiled from a distance... haha... i din wanna talk cus maybe i haven fully catch my breathe yet... den will be very obvious i ran to look for her...
i passed her the money... and i said... "i tot u said ur on the bus alr?" =)
denise as usual will say "huh... reallie dun need leh... reallie reallie..." she surely wont accept my money... but i specially came jus to pass her money for her to take cab... if she din accept... i ran down too... er... ofcus i din say i ran...
in the end i passed her the money and she took a cab home... =)
seeing tt she has safely gotten on the cab... i slowly walked home... =) and i was thinking... how come i was so enthu? why did i immediately wanna come down to look for her? why did i run to look for her?
i wont be so fast if it was my other friends... and summore i was quite tired yest nite...
but i know tt even if i was already sleeping and i picked up her call... i will surely go look for her...
does this mean tt she is special to me?
i dunno how to respond to my inner feelings... she says she is busy... i'm so free... she is busy so i think i will wait for her to ask if we wanna go out together...
:posted by rippy @ 10:35 PM
Thursday, March 29, 2007
all sweaty now... cooling down now before bathing...
worked out... lifted my dumbells... feels great...
i'm gonna work out everydae from todae to tone up my physique...
i like the beads of sweat on my bare body... feels good...
played tennis yest... i like my new strings... its reallie good when i slice or volley the ball... very nice feel... i should have restrung my racket earlier... haha...
played till i was reallie tired... longer than wad i wanted... maybe the game was good and i din feel like stopping the tempo... din wanna waste my form....
after tennis wen for all of us went for dinner... i ate alot... haha... chicken chop add rice add egg... damn full... and satisfied...
i can feel my thigh muscle contracting wen i was cycling todae... mus be the prolonged tennis yest...
hmm... actuallie... reading over wad i wrote in my previous post... i feel kinda dumb... y did i actuallie wrote tt?? i like denise meh? er... hmm...
i think i've cooled down... shall bathe now...
:posted by rippy @ 7:36 PM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
hai...
suan le... i think i'm taking initiative but it dosent have any response... busy? busy whole dae? i think a reply is nt tt hard... how long does it take to send an sms?
haiz... anyway y am i so concerned over an sms? or why was i reallie worried when three daes there was nt a single response even though i called alot of times during tt three daes? nt even a reply... and when i finally got a response... busy... tt was the reason... but nt even a call back from the missed calls... and i was genuinely worried and tot wad might have happened to her... of cus i din say i was so worried... but i was reallie worried... tts y i called so many times...
busy? but surely cant be busy the whole dae... and it doesnt take long to reply a call... maybe she's jus nt interested...
anyway wad i did was quite dumb...
i think i will stop calling from now on... i've taken the initiative already... and y should i feel worried during tt three daes when she din pick up or return calls?
haiz... i feel so dumb... haiz... see if Denise calls first... i will nt contact her first le...
:posted by rippy @ 11:37 PM
haha... so i did eventually wen running... =)
run was great...
i ran more than wad i wanted to... close to 5 clicks...
i ran at a speed faster than normal running... so i was tired out quite fast...
and never drink a can of coke before a run... the feeling is weird...
surprisingly the run did not make me more tired... but infact it actuallie made me more awake now... i think there is a misconception tt runs make a person even more tired... if u run jus the right amount... it'll make u feel more refreshed... =)
tennis tml!
i can't wait to test my new strings and grip! i'm excited abt such things... haha... i reallie can't wait to try my virgin strings... =)
:posted by rippy @ 6:29 PM
i'm so tired...
i jus reached home... jus little than 5 mins ago... i'm still in my jeans... normally i would change to my shorts almost immediately but i'm jus feeling lazy...
came home... turned on the music in mhy room... turned on my laptop... went to the kitchen... opened the fridge and grabbed a chilled coke... plonked myself at my desk and here i am....
tis is my second can of coke for todae... i'm getting addicted to coke...
woke up reallie early todae... 6am... went back to camp.... den came back home... now i can book out everydae... and sometimes i dun need to go back to camp...
jus booked my ffi dental appointment todae... 14 of april... i'm now doing my admin stuff to ord already.... going to return all my army equipment soon... and also all the ffi... weird tt they have to check ur teeth before ord... and also ur health...
i'm gg to ord... as my friend said... its jus 6 weeks... it'll be very fast...
i'm closing a chapter in my life... a rite of passage that very singaporean son gotta go thru... i've done my duty... i've made it to commandos... i've acheived smth in my duty and i'm now going to move on to the next chapter of my life...
i jus received my letter of confirmation today... i saw the letter on my desk jus now and i opened it... i will need to book my flight soon and also apply for my visa...
3mths left... sighs... seems like a long time... assuming 30 days a mth... 30daysX3= 90days...i have 90days left in sg...
21/6/2008... i'll be back...
i'm tempted to go running now... initially planned to run todae but i was thinking on the train... maybe not... cus i'm tired....
now i'm so tempted... i think i shall go run...
tml i dun need to go back to camp
yup! i'm going to get changed into my running shorts now... =)
:posted by rippy @ 6:29 PM
i'm sitting here at my desk with my frameless specs on... sporting the studious look... @.@
i look abit more sturdy and mature in specs... more refined... haha... (pukes) but its true...
i've been reading my book... ppls dun know but i do read... they havent seen the guy in specs sitting on the chair at his desk reading yet... =)
yup... now tt guy is kinda tired and needs to rest his eyes...
time to sleep. =)
its gonna be a slack week... all the way till my ord... and till july... i'm jus bumming and relaxing... reading... i hope to do some running and tennis too... yup... life is good =)
:posted by rippy @ 12:23 AM
Monday, March 26, 2007
wow tis is my second post for todae...
i jus clicked on one of the archieves and found this post i wrote in sep 2004...
i din know i was soo lame and funnie! hahaaha....
LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed:
> haha... the girl whom i meet the other dae?? *j/k
x. Saw you cry:
> i din cry
x. Made you cry:
> eh.. i din cry~!
x. You shared a drink with:
> edwin
x. You went to the movies with:
> tao.. wq... qc... guilliume.. gustavo
x. You went to the mall with:
> edwin..
x. Yelled at you:
> who dare to yell at me??? neber die before ar?? haha...
x. Sent you an email:
> ngee ann lar.. spam mail sia~!!
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?
> haha... nope... alwaes fake onez... haha... will try to mean it the next time lar...
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet?
> eh... my pet is a fish... how to fight?? lols...
x. Danced naked:
>erm... jus now...while bathing... hahaa...
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it
happened the next day?
> eh... nope... where got so heng one??
x. Wished you were the opposite sex:
> erm... nahz... i dun wanna go thru the "cycle"... =P
x. Had an imaginary friend:
> huh? i not tt desperate for friend lor...
x. Do you have a crush on someone:
> someone? y onlie someone? can i have someones?? haha..
x. What book are you reading now:
> "101 waes to ponten school without your lecturer knowing" by Dr Sushila Chang hahaa.. =)
x. Worst feeling in the world:
> ehh... being in a room full of fart?? *puesh..
x. Future son's name:
> arrrh boyz? lols.. =)
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal:
> huh? i'm not into animals lor... i'm not a zoophile lors..
x. What's under your bed:
> the floor lar... duhz?!??
x. Piercings/tattoos:
> hmmm... had one on my arm in the uk.. but removed it before coming back...
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs:
> erm... maybe pencillin ba?
x. Do you drink:
> yup~!! plain water~! dun drink will die lor... wad kinda question is tis??
x. Who is your best friend:
> hmm... there's a few....
x. What are you most scared of:
> being locked in a room fill with concentrated fart!! haha.. =x
x. What clothes do you sleep in:
>running shorts onlie... with/without the underwear... haha.. depends on the weather...
x. Where do you want to get married:
> on a ship~!!
x. Who do you really hate:
> noone??
x. Do you like being around people:
> erm.. yup... but not like those functions where u have to "entertain" ppls
x. Are you for world peace:
>yup~!
STUFF
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no
chance with:
> ya... my pri sch cher... haha... *j/k
x. Have you ever cried over something/someone of
the opposite sex did:
> yup... my teacher la... she gave me so few marks for my kindergarthen spelling...
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go
after:
> yup... mus hav 2 eyes.. 2 ears... 1 mouth.. 1 nose... 1 body....blahz blahz... u shld know lar.. haha...
x. Want someone you don't have right now:
> can i have more than one??? =p
x. Are you lonely right now:
> hmm... y do u think i'm writing this rite now???
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot?
> she bangs... all thanks to william hung... hahaa
x. Do you want to get married:
> huh? tts scary leh... nv tot of tt b4... haha...
x. Do you want kids:
> hmm.. ofcus~!!! i love kids lors... they r so full of energy~! =)
FAVORITE
x. Room in house:
> my room!
x. Type(s) of music:
> hmm... depends on mood one...
x. Band(s):
> erm... brassband??
x. Color:
> white
x. Perfume or cologne:
> cologne lar... perfume for girls lor... is tis a trick question???
x. Month:
> Feb... cus its my birthdae~!!
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried:
> no lar... i tot i ans tis question b4??
x. Bought something:
> yupz... yougurt drink...
x. Gotten sick:
> choy gor lei~!!!
x. Met someone new:
> new? as in??? haha.. is tis another trick question??
x. Hugged someone:
> yup... 10 actuallie.. =x
x. Missed someone:
> lauz.. y tis questionaire so rou one... diaoz~
:posted by rippy @ 11:56 PM
wo yao improve wo de chinese.
yup... wo de hua yu jus sucks...
i even forgot my left and right...
zuo is left and you is right...
wo yao improve wo de hua yu... improve... how is improve in chinese? jing bu? but do they say "wo yao jing bu wo de hua yu"?? wo yao ti sheng wo de hua yu cheng du! haha... i think tts how it sld be... hua yu cheng du aka level of my chinese... yes... hmm... maybe i'm nt too bad afterall!
well... wo de hua yu is still yi tuan zao...
wo xian zai heng lei... wo gan chai kan le "sheng re kuai le"... ke shi wo hai mei you kan wan... na ge si hen hao kan... wo xi huan...
wo hai you disc 2 hai mei you kan... i will watch it later...
wo jue de hen lan duo... i feel so lazy... wo jing tian hen wan chai qi sheng ke shi wo hai si feeling very lazy... zher mer ban??
lan duo chong...
hao ba... wo yao qu lie on my bed liao...
:posted by rippy @ 7:30 PM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
i'm home now... =)
wen to vivo city for lunch... lunch was at food republic... had charsiew and bbq pork rice... wanted to get beancurd too but they din have cold beancurd...
ohya... surprised tt Denise was actuallie also dining there for lunch though i din see her... but she was there... vivo city... and at food republic too! so xuan~ tot she was at the treetops walk...
hmm... bought a vcd at best denki... its a chinese show called "happy birthday" by louise khoo and rene liu... my sis and i agreed to share the cost of the show... it was 12.90 and we spilt it equally.... so each paying $6... well... not exactly fair cus i'm paying $6.90... =|
after which went to international building...
camels...
haha... opps... i should say camel... jus one... not camels... i jus wan one will do... haha... i'm not tt flower hearted anyway...
my camel... wad quailties do i wan my camel to have... lets see...
description of my camel...
first and foremost.... my camel mus have a good heart... kind heart... willing to help the poor and less fortunate... a good heart is a definate mus... i dun wan someone who treats the elderly bad or have no compassion... in other words... to put it simply... mus have a good heart...
secondly... filial? haha... maybe tts catergorised under good heart? yes... its a quaility too...
thirdly... love for kids... yup... gotta like kids cus i like kids too...
fourth... loves dogs! if its a golden retriver even better... i love goldens... jus tt my parents dun allow me to keep one... but i will surely have one one day...
fifth... spontanous... need to be enthu abt stuff... i mean i dun wish to say smth or suggest alot of stuff and jus get a "ok"... tt fire is gd to have at times...
sixth... love the outdoors... dun mind being in... under... out in the sun... i know of girls who jus hate the sun cus they dun like the hot... sweaty... and make me very dark thing... when they are alr fair and... haha... seems like abit of sun will kill...
seventh... tennis! well... at least maybe like it... cus i like it...
well... tts maybe abt it... rich or not rich it doesn't matter... money is smth tangible... its the intangibles tt count and really matter... (i guess rich or not rich actuallie applies to girl's finding guys... cus most nowadays are reallie like tt... tts y... i feel tt guys mus hide their wealth away from girls... jus be plain simple and see if its you she likes or jus money... haha... stupid theory i have... but i think its important... cus money can be gone... so when tt happends... wad happens? ur camel walk away too? haha...
anyway...
tts my camel!
time to go continue reading my book =)
:posted by rippy @ 11:44 PM
i'm kinda pissed now... ya... jus called Denise jus now...
i'm already up and set for tennis... and den a she started to send a string of msgs... reallie quite sian and pissed at the same time....
i know i understand... there's report to write yesterdae and she slept late... i also slept late lor... but i still set my alarm clocks... not one but two alarm clocks to make sure i woke up...
i jus feel i made an effort to wake up... y cant she too?
tennis is smth tt i'm alwaes excited abt... and ya... sianz 1/2... i was raring to go todae morning...
yes... i'm still feeling quite pissed now la... haiz.... i think maybe other ppls will feel more pissed off than i do la... i'm jus alittle pissed... i mean its normal to be abit angry rite? i'm not being very super angry here...
haiz... i know i shldn't be tt pissed with her and stuff... cus she has work till late yest...
haiz... gotta go unpack and put back my bag...
:posted by rippy @ 9:05 AM
tennis today was okie...
went to restring my racket todae... cost me 30bucks for the hybrid strings... haha... i cant wait to "test drive" it!
i bought grips too... tourna grip II... i din know they have a II... it jus came out not long ago... it has a more tacky feel... they say it lasts longer... haha... i hope so... i change my old tourna grip very often... cus it gets fluffy... haha... i mean as in fluffy kinda stringy... furry... haha... okie... my description is getting abit bad...
new grip new strings!
hahaha.... excitement... super excited!!!
jus need new balls... i jus opened a can of balls todae... haha... but today i played with the balls...
i enjoy playing tennis... =)
yup... i think some ppls will be kinda unwilling to play with beginners... snobbish
for me i jus like to spread the fun and joy of tennis... i dun mind playing with beginner... intermediate... as for expert... i will worry... haha... i need to upgrade my skills...
yup... i wont even mind the slightest if i'm playing with a complete beginner or anyone... i think its nice to introduce ppls to tennis... so that they will like it too and hopefully play it more often and there will come a time when we can have a good rally... and enjoy tennis... =)
i can have an additional partner to play with =)
:posted by rippy @ 12:36 AM
