Saturday, August 26, 2006
jus came home...
i woke up late todae... too late to train...
i'm so gonna "pengz" for my 21km run tis sunday... i wish someone can give me some encouragement for my run on sun... i need some support to complete tt 21km... some energy some drive some aim some support...
read the life section of the newspapers todae... the cover page was abt e run on sun... wad to do during the run and after the run... wad to expect... and also e running route... and i will be running pass my place on sun... the running route takes me to my place... haha... my mom was asking me wad time will i run pass home... i said maybe ard 8am? 7am? haha... the run flags off at 5.30am for the 21km runners...
i'm seriously considering signing up for the 42km standard charted run in dec... cus i think it will be the onlie time i have to do such a run... after tt probably nex yr i will not even be in sg...
i wanna add running a complete full marathon to my list of achievements...
hmm... lets see... my achievements list include...
1)swimming non-stop for 5km...
2)sleeping non-stop for more den 1 whole dae...
3)jumping off a plane...
-end of list-
haaha... not a very long list... =p
after the run on sun which will end at ard 10am i can go hm... and i will continue to have my holidaes until weds... =)
after tt for the mth of sept i will be having two standbys for the IMF meetings... haiz... y do they have to choose to come to sg... cus of them... i have to stay in camp to be on stand-by jus in case there is a situation...
a long lost friend msg me yest saying he saw me on the latest issue of the army newsletter... "simon leong?" "how are u? wah ur in commandos ar?" i dun even hav his no. alr... din know how he got mine too... but it was nice to have an old friend whom i hav not met for 4yrs msg me from seeing me on the army newsletter... i have not even seen the latest issue of the army newsletter too...
actuallie if other ppls who dunno were to ask me where i'm from i will jus say i'm from infantry from selarang camp... normal soldier... i like low profile...
haiz... i received a msg saying i need to bring my white commando tee and commando running singlet for the run on sun... think they wan us to do the cheer thing again on sun to "show our presence/force" at the padang... -.-"
todae's brief...
1)wen to visit my grandma... visit her cus her leg pain...
2)wen to meet my friends for dinner at orchard...
<>i realise i dun say wad i reallie wanna say...
:posted by rippy @ 2:26 AM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
jus came home not too long ago...
woke up real earlie todae... actualie i din reallie sleep well last nite... my mind was very active... kept thinking abt some stuff... i dun even know if i sleep or not... i keep waking up every hr... and at 8am when i opened my eyes... i wondered if i did sleep... i dunno... but i jus could not sleep anymore... so i got up...
i wen to NUS for lunch with friends todae... lunch was great... wen to the arts canteen for lunch... bumped into a few familiar faces... saw a jc friend... suany's girlfriend,chi ling... also saw mok... the guy who wen on e sarwak trip during yr 1... he was squinting his eyes at me... so i squinted back lor... den we jus walked pass.... haha... abit duhz...
lunch with the bunch was great... chicken chop... got nice wiew of the port too... the arts canteen still not bad... haha... got view of the port and abit of the sea... =) laughed alot... laughed at our stupidity and lameness... haha... we ARE lame... haha... but mus be lame... if not where got fun~!? rite? everydae so serious also sian... mus have some lameness to add some spice~!
hmm... i think i'm toking to my blog now... i even asked "rite??" okie... abit out of hand... i tok to my blog?? simon toking to an inate object... ?? er...
i wen for a run too... my thighs are feeling abit suan now... i'm too lousy... i think i'm gonna jus "pengz~" for my 21km shears bridge and army half marathon run tis sun morning... i need to run again to train... i think i will run tml morning... den rest on sat for sun...
okie...
actuallie....... i have so much stuff i wanna blog now... so much tt i wanna say...
i said earlier on tt i din sleep well yest... y? i din say... i also dunno y too... i was thinking of denise... i was wondering if she reached home safely... i know its abit dumb... but i was kinda waiting for her to call back cus she din pick up the phone at first... i was wondering if she had reached home safely... ya... i know its like ultra dumb to wait... but i dunno y i did... maybe i was worried tt she haven reached home? worried her safety? and even when my eyes closed my mind was still actively waiting... wondering... i dunno y too...
well... its dumb... reallie dumb...
yest nite was the first time i took out my so-called diary after so long... it was the first time i wrote on it after so long... i read my other entries on her... i was reallie so dumb last time... if she were to read tt "diary" i think i will jus find a hole and hide myself... and live in tt hole forever... tt book mus nvr fall into her hands...
i gave her her 21st b'dae present during the movie yest... i wanted to like pass it to her since her 21st b'dae... gave her the jacket yest... its a unique jacket... onlie one... it has her nick sewn on it... and tt little piece of tag took me like ages to figure the best spot for it... i acutallie tot of putting it on the bottom left corner... but wen i finally brought it to the place to make the embroidery of the tag... i was advised not to put it there cus of the pocket... so i was back to sq one again... i had to find another spot... finally after measuring and positioning... i decided to put it on among the other tags... which i tot was reallie nice... and i was thinking y din i tot of tt earlier... save me so much time... but ofcus she doesn know how much time i spent... and also after making the tag i had to sew it on... it may seem one small simple tag... but i went thru quite some effort to do it... but onlie i'll know e effort... din reallie tell her how i got all the stuff together even though she was insisting tt i tell her... i cant say until so hard to do rite? if not she will think y i go thru so much trouble... so i jus kept it simple wen she asked...
hmm... i reallie dunno y i did so much stuff for her... i'm more of a carefree kinda guy... i dun think i will go thru so much trouble to do tt... but i did... for her.....
i still remembered the time when i celebrated her 18th b'dae at sentosa... it was first time i ever celebrated a b'dae for a gal... i remembered i even hand made her present... i wonder if she still keeps it... it took me alot of tries to get it done and even the packaging i wen ard sourcing for the correct size and effect... but ofcus again she doesn't know... i even put the candles in a plastic container meant for my collector figures jus to make sure tt when i put the candles in my bag they will not break... i took out my collector figure from the container jus for her candles... all i tot was to make it a perfect b'dae so tt she could remember it... and candles were very important for a b'dae...
i was thinking if i did fall for her last time... acutallie i jus had her as friends... i was jus purely thinking of friend... but later i realised i had some kind of feelings for her... slowly i developed feelings for her... but ofcus... me being the simon or block of wood... i din reallie express my feelings...
i'm quite different from other guys... i'm not so expressive as some other guys who can profess their love anytime anywhere... i'm actuallie quite shy when it comes to this kinda stuff... and i usually do stuff to support or help the person without the person knowing... and i'm not like other guys who like to go clubbing... drink... and watch football... and play computer games... well... i do go to the clubs once in a while with my friends... but i dun drink till i'm drunk... infact i drink very little if i do drink...
i dun watch soccer like most guys do... only world cup... and i'm not into gaming... the onlie games i'm interested in r real games... like playing a game of tennis or running or cycling... jus smth tt i can reallie do... i like e outdoors... i'm more active... haha... from young as i was told by my mom "i cant sit still"
i prefer real stuff... i dun like to hav ppls faking ard... i'm true to wad i'm and tts jus me...
*sighs* sometimes inside of me... i wanna say to her... how i feel... from my heart... but i dun say wad i reallie wanna say....
anyways she haven replied my sms too... *sighs*
:posted by rippy @ 8:15 PM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
hmm... as usual... jus had my usual dose of "Good Luck" =)
todae... lets see... i went swimming todae... i need to mantain my stamina... i dun wanna slacken on my stamina during tis week long holidaes... and i still have to run the army half marathon tis sun~!! 21km! well... not very far... jus 2hrs plus of continueous running... and its not jogging... its running~!
i wish i dun have to take part in it... but its compulsary for us...
thinking of the 42km standard charted run for quite some time now... i dunno if i can achieve tt... 42km... tts reallie looong... i dun even know if i have e time to train up for it... shld i sign up?
okie... time to zz~! =)
:posted by rippy @ 1:53 AM
stuff i did over the weekend...
1)i went to JB... enjoyed my time there... food glorious food~!
2)went to gashuast for the Nanyang Business School Pageant... e girls were great... but e place was -.-"~~... e mc was very very -.-"~~
3)went to dlb0... e music was great~!
4)had prata along ms.... lousy food la... almost cant sleep after eating their prata... in fact i onlie slept for 3hrs after the prata supper... crazy...
5)read capitatrust's prospectus... i think their lastest offering is not bad... 200 units of it shld be a good buy.... =)
6)looked at apexpal's stock price... i guess i was too slow in my decision making... e share rose half is original price over a 2mth period... i should have decided on it earlier... i knew my judgement was rite... but i was jus waiting for a better price... which nvr came... it stopped dropping and went up steadily... i think now is still a good time... if i'm gonna be in it for the long term...
tts my week~! =)
:posted by rippy @ 1:44 AM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
my eyes are so tired...
jus finish watching the nex episode of "Good Luck!!"
i'm feelin sleepy now... time to go to bed!
i'm getting up earlie tml... feel like going swimming tml... after which maybe go to NUS for lunch with my friends... they hav been asking me to go down have lunch with them but till now i haven... so maybe tml after my swim i will go down to NUS...
yaaawns...time to go to bed~!
:posted by rippy @ 12:53 AM
Monday, August 21, 2006
woke up at 2pm todae!~
haaha... rarely get to get up so late... and i had a nice dream yesterdaenite... haha... if only it can come true... =p
haaha... todae's the start of my holidaes... i'm so free~!~! haha... at least for a week... but only till sat... hah... so not reallie a week i guess... but better den nth... i'm so free~!
haha... i'm going bananas here... lols... =p
:posted by rippy @ 4:09 PM
mm,yawnz~~~~~~
i'm so sleepy now...
2.33am... time to sleep...
jus changed e layout... i kinda like the colour combination of tis layout... =)
okieZ... time to zzz... my eyelids are reallie gettin droopyz~~ *yawns...
zzz.......
:posted by rippy @ 2:37 AM