Saturday, January 28, 2006
1am now... i'm still not sleeping... jus finished watching the love concierge tape... jiekuan and ruyi are finally together... =) and old monster actuallie proposed to lipstick crazy girl... haha... nice ending... =)
hmm... todae morning... i wen to np to certify my certs are the copy of the original... sending them off to australia soon...
after tt i came home... got changed and wen running...
after running... rested at home... had dinner with my family...
its now 1mth into 2006... sometimes when ppls ask how was my 2005... i would jus reply saying tt it wasnt tt gd... when they ask y... i jus try to smile but wont ans them...
2005... it has taught me some lessons... i have come to realise things...
i've learnt tt somethings cant reallie be solved... it jus has to be accepted and u jus have to carry on... cus all my life... when i encounter problems... i will solve them den i will move on... i din think tt there are things which cant be solved totally... but i was wrong... somethings are not within our control...
my dad underwent an operation in 2005... for the first time in my whole entire life i've nv seen him so weak before... reallie... when i saw him i jus felt reallie sad... i looked closely at him... i've nv reallie looked at my dad closely before... i saw white hairs... i din know tt he had tt much white hairs... tt moment something came to my mind... "my dad isnt young anymore... he is growing old..." i din realise... i reallie din...
my dad and i are not reallie on the best terms... i remembered once i had a cold war with him for 3mths... though we were both living in the same house... we din talk to each other... for 3 mths...
but during tt period every single dae when i was out of camp i will visit him... immediately after i book out i will visit him... for tt period of time i was jus doing nth but jus being at the hospital... nvm my life or friends who wanna go out... i din reallie care...
my dad was finally discharged... den i had to go to taiwan... i din reallie wanna go at first... i wanted to wait for my dad's results first... i wanna be there... if there is a need for transplant i am willing to give a part of my liver... den when i came back to sg... i learnt tt the tumor was cancerous...
tt chirstmas i made a wish... only one wish... and tt was for my dad to be healthy...
when it was finally 2006 i was quite happie actuallie... cus it a new year... a new start...
tt period of time i jus kept it to myself... i din reallie pour it out to anyone... tt time was quite a low time for me...
:posted by rippy @ 1:03 AM
Friday, January 27, 2006
Simon, your true color is Green!
You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!
What's Your True Color? lols... kinda bored so i took this test tt was sent to my email... well... i guess its quite true... =p lols... er... but i guess the best judgement is not made by some quiz... its by the ppls ard u....
:posted by rippy @ 12:44 AM
