Friday, May 20, 2005
*yawnzzzz~~~* hah! jus woke up from my nap... yup... took a nap jus now... came home feeling alittle tired... so wen to lie on my bed... and before i knew it... i was fast asleep zzzing away soundly... =)
ya... woke up for training as usual.. 6.30am... outta the house by 7am... was there by 8am... ya... dunno y was so tired i jus slept on the way home on the mrt jus now... =|
i kinda strained my ankle todae... =( i jumped and upon landing i think i strained my ankle... i could feel abit of my ankle different when i walk... yup... but i think it okie le... yup.. haha.. a nap does wonders... wake up.. everything okie le.... jus tt i'm still yawning now... diao~ arhz.. i'm so lazy.. =| haha.. the reason i woke up from my nap? i needed to find food to fill my tummy... ya... i know... i'm such a pig... =) lols...
:posted by rippy @ 2:21 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
hmm... lets see... hmm.. the surreal world of the media circle... i saw for myself the stuff of those medi**orp artist... and i was shocked at the amount of smokers... alot of them are smokers... almost all... maybe tt m*x from living with lydia dosen smoke... almost everyone else does... Ir*ne looked reallie haggard... seem to be very stressed out and i could see from her face that she seem to be sleeping late nites... and she was still puffing away... yea... hmm.. i think i shant say who was present and who smoked and who was doing wad... in case i get sued like those other bloggers... well.. all i will say here is tt present are some prominent artises... *oss*n was there too.. and yes... he was drunk... but well he still was nice to talk to even though he was abit tipsy... he is a natural funnie guy.. but well... i could see that not all artises mingle with each other... some left jus saying byes to onlie some... yup... alot of very drama actions too... small things can say until like wow~! and perhaps abit overeacting... alot of slanging going on too... pompous prounouncements...
hmm... dunno y mus they slang also... abit the diao~
i prefer the normal way... jus be urself and speak ur english... ya... dun have to act until like so angmoh pai... sounds abit fake.. yup... i dunno abt them... but for me... slanging is out... i dun act angmoh... i speak chinese too... although its not tt good.. but i'm willing to learn from others thru speaking the langugae... in other words... i dun refrain myself from speaking chinese... i think chinese is kinda nice... its very soft and gentle when expressing certain stuff... its closer to heart...
i feel that the ppls they are quite superficial.. all the dramatic actions... conversations... dunno.. like all wad they call "pong3 chang3 zuo4 xi4"... i cant thrive in that kinda environment... i dun like superficial ppls... i prefer true and real ppls... friend who are real friends and not those fly by nite kinda friends.. or "hi bye friends"...
well.. sometimes its so called "beneficial" to oneself to "entertain" these ppls... build up contacts and stuff... but for me... i jus cant do it... i dun like to entertain ppls who are like tt...
hmm... tts me...
okie.. shall not talk abt the artists...
i was reading my book todae... den this couple la... sat at the same table as me la... win la... y la? haha... i dunno wadsup with me and the laaas but... wa.. reallie dot dot dot la... the guy... keep saying the word darling la... diao~ every sentence he say mus surely end with the word darling... "blah blah blah blah blah.... darling..." almost every sentence lor... diao~... sometimes i also feel tt its abit odd to end with the word darling lor.. its like the sentence dun need a darling word to end one lor... diao~... imagine.. saying each sentence and saying the word full stop... "so hows the soup? full stop..." "hows the music? full stop..." its very awkward lor... i heard le also abit diao~... i mean ya... its nice to say it in some sentences... but well.. some sentence jus dun need tt darling word... and by saying it it makes the sentence awkward... the most diao part was when i heard... cus i think the girl was kinda angry abt smth after the short conversation... so the guy said.."sometimes i need to be harsh... darling..." in my mind i was like??? harsh???? diao diao diao~~~ haha... reallie la~ i jus pressed the volume up button on my ipod shuffle... rather listen to my music... realie diao diao diao~~~ lor...
hmm... haha.. cant imagine myself saying like tt.. erm... at least not like tt guy.. never lor... so erz... haha.. well.. in the first place i dun think i wanna be attached... i think i'm those sort of guys who like freedom... i need to feel free... i cant be like tied down... i need freedom... i think the only way i will commit is tt the other party mus not be those sticky kind.. i will need my own space.. likewise... i will give her space in return... ya.. space to do wad i like is very important to me... and i feel tt its also important for her too.. i'm those sort who like to try new things... i dun like mono everydae the same stuff... i like to do smth diff.. like try a new sport... a new ride... ya.. rather than doing stuff which is common... i find routine work very mundane... tts y i'm thinking i cant work in those everydae the same rotine kind of job... maybe tts jus me... i like to go to new places... do new things... outdoors... camps.. explore.. tts y getting attached is the last thing... i treasure my freedom..
:posted by rippy @ 11:09 PM
